Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Still here

We are all still here, but just a bit quiet. I don't know, maybe it is the confusing weather. Summer like one day and grey and rainy the next. I don't know.

Still trying to keep busy, and most days are just me and my little world. You kind of get used to not interacting outside of your world. Your needs for companionship and social interaction fade, but spring and summer are just around the corner and I'm keen to get out. Even if it is just a squirrel or bird that crosses my path. Where do I live anyways? It's like I'm in the middle of nowhere. Reality is that I'm just in the middle of somewhere. Somewhere where life keeps on going. Somewhere where things have a pattern and a routine and doesn't even miss you or feel interrupted when you take a break from it all. Somewhere where you can not really matter. OK, I can see where this is going, spiralling downwards. Really, I am OK. Just a bit bored, a bit tired of being cooped inside, a bit alone by my own choice.

Oh, I finally got around to making a sling. Jeremy is not nearly 20lbs as I'd guessed, doctor's scale last week said 18 lbs. Still in the infant seat, he's a heavy bundle. So, this sling is fun, it's light, portable and I can run in it which he thinks is just hilarious.

1 comment:

Christy said...

Rut roh. It sounds like you need to get out of the house! Give a call if you want to talk. I have a CTMH customer to refer to you---are you still doing it?